Hanging

Hanging on a hope ... but i'm alright

just donno... feeling something...
but pushing it away whenever it's near...

... sighz ... =) ... sighz ... =( ...

what is this.
u go "yeah... that's it"
but then u go "nah..."
u go "but im happy"
but then u go "forget it"
u go "come on play along"
but then u go "so evil"
u go "im getting out"
but then u go " =( "
what is this.