Lazy Weekend

The weekend was slow and lazy.
didn't go anywhere on saturday.
i marked and i napped. i napped and i marked.
on and off i was doing this till i was super frustrated.
was online but doing on and off chatting.
bulk of it was trudging through endless scripts.

was bitching about with MR C online.
havent been catching up with him for a very long time.
the last time was just couple of mths back when i was contemplating plan X.
he was the only one who gave me some kind of push amidst of those who had all agreed that i am only a fool to give up on what i have now. maybe that's why he had successfully changed his career path while i am still a scaredy-cat here.

anyway.
thanks to MR C for all that motivation talk.
it was only towards the end of the msn conversation, he mentioned:

die lah, jing, u keep saying "i donno"

true fact is that i really donno.
even after many conversations with many pple, i still not quite sure.
i think im more worried about how everything is going to sustain till 2043.
and now that retirement age goes up another 3 years... wah i swear i will screen wong kar wai's 2046 big big on my plasma-or-whatever-u-call-it-then TV.

Oh well.
been entangled too much(and too long) in these little worries.
so i was actually telling MR C that i shall not bother myself too much and give myself another period of time to actually think through. BUT truth is, i don't have much time of my own to think about it. And truth is too that i only have all these conversations to keep myself thinking about it. and truth is that i have no conclusions at all.

today is sunday.
not looking forward to tomorrow. even though its monday. when happYness will come.
i think it's off day for happYness tomorrow.

=(

and P.S. MR C, i DO NOT, read again, DO NOT OWN a CHERY QQ!
my iboy is so much hamsome than a laopok cherry! i hate cherrys, and i mean those that you eat!! haha!!