i am tired

As was briefly chatting with a colleague this morning, actually i don't really have an answer. i rather stay the way it is now rather than go somewhere under the ministry. if i had to leave, it's gonna be totally out of it.

i thought again while zipping out to woodlands today.
really donno sometimes.
battery level is low.
can't seem to recharge it full like before.
the toughest things are seemingly over...
and obviously more to come.

feeling really tired.
though the new additional job doesn't really requires big major flipovers, but there's little nitty-gritty stuffs that's making me feel so resistant over it. so old-maidish that i feel so frustrated sometimes at things and pple. but still. it must go on.

maybe i need to think through more.
i think i need a long long long long break.