need to cool.

was fuming mad for some fxxxing reasons in the morning.
i donno why i was so mad and i donno why i made that statement.
the outburst only broke out when i came back to office.

why do pple like to choose what they want to do.
as the CH matter broke out last week, and the resolving took place (luckily), i can't help but think... some pple are really too much. now i do see the light of CH. and get pple telling me running away from problem is not the solution.

of course i noe.
and i agree with CH that i dont need to hear it anymore.

its not easy working.
plus with pple fxxxing smash everything off what u had started out.

i shouldn't even be talking like this.
as they said i have an image to uphold.

do i even have a choice?