A Difficult Weekend

Guess no one can understand how much struggling am going through this weekend.
and no one can actually help except myself.
woke up at 130 am last night and was still online till 4am.

many thoughts rave through my mind.
i was afraid.
i really was.

suddenly i just needed someone to hold my hand.
but yah,
it's just the empty space.
u're not there anymore.

there's just got to be some solutions.