Resting Shadows

This spoke to me when i was surfing through 3-Legged Cat's photo site.
Resting Shadows by 3-Legged Cat flickr

Even though the festive season is here, emotions seems to be dipping lower than ever. Sometimes i really hate holidays, especially when it seems busier than the usual working days. It may seem a little selfish here but i seem to yearn for time of my own. When i can just shut myself away from the usual hustle and bustle of work and life. Somewhere i can dive into anonymity.

Somewhere where nobody knows what i work as.
Somewhere where nobody else remembers i had grown up.
Somewhere where nobody knows just who i am.
Somewhere where everybody leaves me alone.

Need to rest my mind. Away from all the questions. Away from the everyday stuffs.
Just a little while. Just a little more. Just a teeny weeny bit more.
Signs of burning out. Hope not.
It's ironic when i keep telling friends and colleagues around me to continue to believe in themselves, when i don't seem to be doing so with myself at all.

I don't feel the same anymore.
Sorry friends.
it's the all time low again.