The nagging THOUGHT.

i said the THOUGHT of it will be gone.
but its still nagging/naggy/whatever.

i realised there are still many things i look 4wd in this career for the time being.
the bunch of colleagues who always brings me joy and support when i needed it, the nice bunch of 115 kids i have for this year, my grp2B aka lousy-chinese kids but definitely cute kids, the positive and enthusiastic bandits i have in the next 1.5 yrs, and of course there are these few good men who do make me really happy when i'm teaching.

We never had a proper timetable and i thank these boys for making time religiously.
Trying very hard just to pass and just read a simple paragraph and i had to be evil all the time to add sarcasm to their close-to-zero level of chinese.

Though it was really painful to hear them read and u just get super shocked when they are so far off from their expected level of understanding, teaching them was still generally a very big joy.

Lots of jokes. Lots of fun.
I love teaching cos of them.

Even though the thought is still naggy.
i can still go on for some time...i guess.