sigh.

i know it will not be easy both ways.
i know i'm being cruel on her.

This was what i feared.
i don't deny the part about the THOUGHT of leaving.
with many reasons that i apologise for the censorship.
its definitely not you my dear girl.

ignorant is bliss.
i regret somehow for making her feel so bad knowing so much.
but i do think she should know about things happening.
i was touched by the words she said. saddened by the frustration she faced.

life goes on.
as i've put it simply to her.
i didn't realise how much it affected her till now.

really, don't worry.
i will be there.

the THOUGHT will be gone.
it will be.